I've had a hard time in terms of depression and anxiety today. I'm not really feeling up to writing, but basically my mood has been low ever since I woke up and my anxiety is high because of uni distribution requirements. I'm doing my best not to cut myself, but that's what I've been thinking of doing. And I haven't done that since the summer.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I'll hopefully get some answers about the requirements and everything will be settled. It's just that when I get anxious I want answers IMMEDIATELY and I want control when I don't have any.