Remember a while ago when I drank too much caffeine and didn't eat enough food and I felt physically ill? Well, I'm feeling like that today, except I haven't had any caffeine and I've been following my meal plan. Specifically, I feel like my heart has been racing, I've been shaking, and my anxiety level has been out of control. I think this is happening because I have my German Film final tomorrow, and I'm also waiting to hear back from uni about whether I can go back in January.
Actually, I emailed my uni advisor yesterday and asked her whether it would be possible to get at least a provisional response about my return from leave sometime this week because if I'm approved to return I need to start making housing arrangements and schedule my classes, and if I'm not approved then I have to come up with alternate plans. Right now I have no idea what I will be doing in January, and that is really, really anxiety provoking. She hasn't emailed me back yet, and that is also making me anxious. I am NOT good with uncertainty. Not good at all.