Remember a while ago when I drank too much caffeine and didn't eat enough food and I felt physically ill? Well, I'm feeling like that today, except I haven't had any caffeine and I've been following my meal plan. Specifically, I feel like my heart has been racing, I've been shaking, and my anxiety level has been out of control. I think this is happening because I have my German Film final tomorrow, and I'm also waiting to hear back from uni about whether I can go back in January.
Actually, I emailed my uni advisor yesterday and asked her whether it would be possible to get at least a provisional response about my return from leave sometime this week because if I'm approved to return I need to start making housing arrangements and schedule my classes, and if I'm not approved then I have to come up with alternate plans. Right now I have no idea what I will be doing in January, and that is really, really anxiety provoking. She hasn't emailed me back yet, and that is also making me anxious. I am NOT good with uncertainty. Not good at all.
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So sorry to hear about the anxiety. Ironically, the exact same thing happens to me with regards to coffee (can't have caffeine as a result). Unfortunately, today my anxiety level was also through the roof (isn't it just awful?), so I definitely feel you there. Hope you feel better soon. *hugs* :)
Oh, the not knowing can be so difficult and unsettling. Hang in there. I'm glad that you are asking. I hope this helps you to reduce your anxiety.
(((((((NOS)))))))
Here listening and hoping you hear back soon. :)
Blessings,
Tammy
How much I would hate not knowing!!! Considering you got know answers I think you are doing quite well.
Oh Sweetie, I'm sorry that you're not feeling well. I think anyone would be anxious about these things, however.
Its a funny parallel our lives our, as we too are anxiously waiting to hear about our son starting school in January.
I hope they don't leave you hanging much longer.
xo,
L
NOS hoping that you get an answer soon. Here listening dear one. ((((NOS))))
Hey Nos...I hate not knowing. I understand you`re feeling anxious and shaky. I hope...and pray...you hear really soon. And hope your exam went well....
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