Golden Girls Theme (my favorite show)
I want to thank you all for your outpouring of support for me today and yesterday. It makes the grieving process a lot easier when you know there are people who are and who are pulling for you.
I still miss my puppy so much; I've come across his harness and leash today and it breaks my heart to see artifacts from his life. There is certainly a void in my home and in my heart. I have to keep reminding myself that he is no longer suffering, but I can't help but feeling like we betrayed him by putting him to sleep. He trusted us, you know? Animals live and die at the mercy of the people who take care of them-- it doesn't seem fair that they have so little control of their lives. But it comforts me to know that the people who took care of my baby (i.e., me and my family) gave him the life of a king. My only hope is that he was happy.
I still miss my puppy so much; I've come across his harness and leash today and it breaks my heart to see artifacts from his life. There is certainly a void in my home and in my heart. I have to keep reminding myself that he is no longer suffering, but I can't help but feeling like we betrayed him by putting him to sleep. He trusted us, you know? Animals live and die at the mercy of the people who take care of them-- it doesn't seem fair that they have so little control of their lives. But it comforts me to know that the people who took care of my baby (i.e., me and my family) gave him the life of a king. My only hope is that he was happy.



6 comments:
Dear one it is going to take time. Cry those tears remember the happy times. ((((NOS))))
It sounds like your puppy got the royal treatment. That is all we can do is love with all our hearts. Finding their things can have a deep emotional affect on us. Hang in there my friend,my heart goes out to you.(((((NOS))))
Meant to say, The Golden Girls, even though I was not a faithful watcher, was quite an interesting program among the women. How they cared, endured and yes even loved one another. Thank you NOS for sharing the opener of the show. Blessings.
Dear Nos,
Thinking of you and sending you hugs during this sad time. I pray you can let yourself have this time to be sad. Your baby was such a big part of your life. He grew up with you. He was your companion as you grew into a beautiful young woman. He was there when you cried and always accepted you.
I just want to encourage you that talking about the loss is good. I am here to read and listen to you. I like seeing the pictures if you have any more and more memories. I believe we keep them alive by telling stories.
(((((NOS))))))
Blessings,
Tammy
Awww Nos...I just saw the previous post. I am sooooo sorry. I know the feeling of losing your best friend...one who asks nothing of you except love. Putting him to sleep I think....is sort of a loving thing...b/c he's not suffering anymore. Hugs to you....Sarah
Here thinking about you NOS! Blessings.
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